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Thank You David Edwards

October 10, 2009 jeffmangum 3 comments
David and his daughter Emily

David and his daughter Emily

On Friday, at 5:20pm, a dear friend and mentor of mine passed away. He was involved in a head on collision while driving back home to Corsicana.

David Edwards was simply a tremendous man. When I was just out of college, I got a call from David. He asked me if I’d be interested in being the student pastor at his church, Main Street Baptist Church, in Georgetown, Texas. Christy and I were thrilled with the opportunity. I had never been in leadership at the local church level, and I was full of arrogance, ideas, brashness, and a higher view of myself than I ought to have had.

Quite simply…David Edwards gave me a seat at the table of leadership. He invited me in to participate, to voice my opinions, to listen, to observe, to be a part of things. I was a confused, emotional, and driven 24 year old newlywed. David showed me more grace, patience, and understanding than I can even begin to describe.

He carried himself with class and dignity. He displayed true compassion and care, while faithful to the leadership in which he was called.

He never spoke badly of my immaturity. He just led me. He encouraged me to seek God and hear the Father’s voice. He was my advocate. He defended me and fought for me.

David leaves his wonderful wife Lindy, and three children: Kathryn, Emily, and Evan. The Edwards family was preparing to pick up their two adopted children from Taiwan next Wednesday as well.

Personally, I am so thrilled for my friend who is seeing Jesus face to face right now. Wow…what a thought! And, I mourn. My heart is broken and so sad for his family.

He leaves tremendous legacy in his family, in his church at FBC Corsicana, and in young, foolish boys like me…that he helped mold into men of faith and leadership.

Thank you David Edwards. Miss you my friend.

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Great Post on “Fear”…via Maris Bush

October 7, 2009 jeffmangum Leave a comment

Below is a tremendous post by Maris Bush on the subject of Fear. Thanks Maris!

The last couple of months I have been going through “Recovery” at my church. Recovery is a spiritually based program that mirrors the Alcoholics Annonymous’ 12 step process. I started out going to support a friend and found out that I needed to be there! What I love about Recovery is that it’s a place of healing. It doesn’t matter if you are an alcoholic, sex addict, seeker of approval, a person who lives in fear, or anything else that could take God’s place of control in your life. It has been monumental for seeing patterns, going to the root of those patterns and trusting God to change them in my life.

One of these patterns I have seen in my life is fear. I thought that fear was something small in my life that is somewhat normal. In recovery you typically have a sponsor who loves you, helps you walk through all of these hard discoveries and is there to help you think. My wonderful sponsor brought up the issue of fear in my life and really started questioning it. I kinda shrugged fear off and thought it was something I occasionally dealt with. The more I tried to shrug it off the more it wouldn’t seem to leave me alone.

I sat down to do my inventory of fear and was appalled at what came out when my pen hit the paper. Fear has interwoven itself in every part of me and is a bigger monster than what I had imagined.

It asked the question: what do I fear?

Let’s just say there was a long list of things I fear. These are a few. I fear my husband or son dying. I fear failure. I fear pursing my dreams. I fear traveling/living in other countries. I fear my own inadequacy. I fear the loss of others approval. I fear…. I fear…..I fear…

I started to see that the very things I fear are the things I desire most in this life. I want to go back to school. I want to have natural childbirth.  I want to run a 1/2 or full marathon. I want to live in another country one day.  I want to enjoy my family everyday I have with them! Below my fears are great passions trying to fight their way out. My pattern: I have a passion for something. I dream about it.  Fear comes creeping in and I squash it and say that I will deal with it later in life. It is a constant pattern that plagues my life and paralyzes me from taking risks.

It has been absolutely overwhelming to see all of this. That is the beauty of Recovery. We don’t know what is way down deep inside of us. Through these 12 steps you carve out time to really examine your life. For me I have scratched the surface, felt overwhelmed, been extremely broken over my own depravity and have laid my life down at Jesus’ feet again and again. I have gone back to the first 3 steps more times that I can count.

Step 1: We admitted we were powerless over our addictions and compulsive behavior, that our lives had become unmanageable.

Step 2: We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.

Step 3: We made a decision to turn our life and our will over to the care of God.

For to long I have tried to fix myself. That itself has been a continual pattern. It has been incredibly refreshing to rest at the feet of Jesus and know that HE is the only one who can fix me.

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Verge Conference 2010

October 6, 2009 jeffmangum Leave a comment

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The Austin Stone is hosting a National Missional Community Conference called Verge. The Verge Conference is unique in that it is committed to the development and multiplication of missional communities.

The theme of the Verge Conference is The DNA of Gospel Movements, and will focus on movement strategies and practices to help pastors, church planters, leaders and any pretty much any person apply the practices of gospel movements in their own contexts.

Here’s a list of speakers so far:

  • Francis Chan
  • Matt Carter
  • Alan Hirsch
  • Dave Ferguson
  • Neil Cole
  • Dave Gibbons
  • Hugh Halter
  • David Garrison
  • John Burke
  • David Watson
  • George Patterson
  • Jeff Vanderstelt

(Thank you Todd Engstrom for the blog content)

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Heart Support

September 19, 2009 jeffmangum Leave a comment

I’ve come across an incredible organization through my friend Aaron Ivey. I remember Aaron going to Las Vegas to raise money in a bowling tournament for Heart Support. Please check them out by going to their website here.

heartsupport

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Story of Roslin Orphanage

September 4, 2009 jeffmangum Leave a comment

A tremendous story on CNN about a man who is doing what he can to fight injustice…and then some. The last paragraph embodies the call of the Gospel on our lives. Wow…

Budi Soehardi with children of Roslin Orphanage

Budi Soehardi with children of Roslin Orphanage

KUPANG, Indonesia (CNN) – At Roslin Orphanage, children giggle through deep concentration as they try to master the “Chicken Dance.” It’s a far cry from the Indonesian orphans’ earlier months and years.

“They are cheerful-looking and photogenic, but close to all have a very sad story,” said Budi Soehardi, founder of the West Timor orphanage.

“Some of the babies come because a mother passes away right after delivery because of lack of nutrition. Others come from extreme poverty. Some come from families [that] just do not want the children and abandon them,” he said.

Soehardi, a 53-year-old Indonesian pilot living in Singapore, and his wife, Peggy, look after 47 children at the orphanage. They have a personal relationship with each one, and consider them part of their family. The couple named many of the children since they entered the orphanage as babies — some of them tiny victims and refugees from the conflict in East Timor.

Soehardi has three children of his own but says there is no difference between what he supplies for his biological children and those living at the orphanage. They all get clean living spaces, vaccinations, food, clothing and vitamins from the United States.

“Mr. Budi is like my own father,” said Gerson Mangi, 20, a resident at Roslin Orphanage. Mangi, who came to the orphanage when he was 12 years old, had no means to attend school after his parents died. Now, thanks to the educational training at Roslin and a private sponsor, he is in medical school.

Soehardi, whose father died when he was 9 years old, can relate to these young people’s hardships.

“Food was hard to come by and my school fee was very difficult,” Soehardi said. “The refugees just really strike me so badly and [I want] them to be better off.”

Young victims of a fight for independence

A 1999 news report on the situation in East Timor inspired the Soehardis to take action.

Soehardi was eating dinner and watching CNN with his wife and family at home in Singapore when he saw the plight of the refugees fleeing East Timor for West Timor, Indonesia. Families were living in cardboard boxes, children were wearing rags for clothes, and sanitation was nonexistent.

“It was devastating,” Soehardi said.

The poor conditions were a result of conflicts in East Timor that surfaced after the residents voted for independence from Indonesia. Following the election, militias — with support from Indonesian security forces — launched a campaign of violence throughout the region. Hundreds of East Timorese were killed, and as many as 250,000 were displaced from their homes, according to the United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees.

Soehardi — whose job as a pilot with Singapore Airlines often had him flying one of the world’s longest routes, from Newark, New Jersey, to Singapore — had been planning on taking a vacation soon. But watching the news made the Soehardis rethink their plans.

“[My wife and I] look at each other and we have a thought of our own. … ‘Hey, let’s do something else. Why don’t we visit the place … to make a different kind of holiday,’ ” Soehardi said.

He began coordinating financial donations, food, clothing and supplies. With help from friends and ground volunteers, the Soehardis navigated the conflict-ridden areas and delivered more than 40 tons of food, medical supplies and toiletries to East Timor refugee camps.

Soon the Soehardis determined West Timor could use a space for orphans.

“My wife was initially asking me to build three rooms. Then two hours later she [asked for] five rooms, and then later nine rooms and finally, the orphanage building.”

They completed their orphanage building in 11 months and named it Roslin Orphanage, after a pair of Timorese women whom Peggy looked up to as a girl.

In April 2002, the orphanage opened and provided a home for four children. Since then the residence has expanded to provide free education, clothing, housing and food for 47 children of all ages, newborns to university-age. About half of its residents are younger than 8 years old. VideoWatch Soehardi teach the children the alphabet »

An unexpected harvest

The orphanage was built on donated land that the Soehardis initially thought bore barren soil. But today, the rice they feed the children comes solely from their own land.

“We dared to take the challenge,” said Soehardi of his foray into irrigation. He and Peggy, who are not trained in agriculture, used two pumps and a generator to get water for irrigation.

Then they began planting rice. “One hundred days later, we were having our first harvest and declared ourselves to be self-sufficient on rice for the orphanage children,” he said. VideoWatch Soehardi explain how he made the land more fertile »

It’s a fortunate cost-cutting tactic, especially with Soehardi losing his piloting job with Singapore Airlines in November because of the struggling economy.

Soehardi, whose pilot salary goes toward maintaining the orphanage and funding medical student Mangi’s education, is hopeful that the end of his contract will not affect the children’s well-being.

“I’m very grateful for Singapore Airlines who has given me a very good job for the last 11 years so that I can share my salary with so many people. To help these children is a privilege for me and my wife because it’s giving back to society … giving back what has been blessed to us.”

Want to get involved? Check out Roslin Orphanage and see how to help.


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Fast for Ivey Family and Their Adoption Process

September 3, 2009 jeffmangum 6 comments
Amos and his little sister, Story, playing together.

Amos and his little sister, Story, playing together.

Hey gang,

Want to invite you to join us in a fast tomorrow, Friday (September 3rd), on behalf of Aaron & Jamie Ivey and their adoption of Amos & Story. If you would like to know more about Amos & Story and the process of getting them here from Haiti, please visit Aaron & Jamie’s blogs:

Aaron Ivey

Jamie Ivey

Aaron has been in Haiti this week and has to say goodbye to his kids today as he comes back home. Pray for (1) God to expedite the processes in government and other legalities and (2) for continued faith and courage for all of the Ivey family as they wait patiently for the Lord to act on their behalf.

What we are inviting you to is to fast from either breakfast or lunch on Friday. During this time, instead of eating, we encourage you to  seek God in prayer on behalf of this specific adoption process. The journey to get Amos & Story here has been a grueling one and we think it’s time for us as a community to join them in this plea.

If you would like to send a Twitter encouragement to Aaron or Jamie, below is how:

@aaronivey

@jamie_ivey

If you are willing to do so, please Retweet this via Twitter or post on your Facebook profile. Thanks!

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The Life of John Bunyan and “The Pilgrim’s Progress”

September 1, 2009 jeffmangum 1 comment

Just finished reading “The Pilgrim’s Progress” by John Bunyan again the other day. John Bunyan was a man of tremendous character and undying devotion to the followership of Jesus Christ. He gives Christ-followers another example of what it means to practically give everything up for the gospel.

When faced with the threat of imprisonment if he continued preaching the gospel, Bunyan was faithful in his allegiance to God. In doing so, he spent the better part of 13 years in jail. He described being away from his family as “the pulling of flesh from my bones”. Yet he was faithful to his first love. The Lord.

His wife miscarried at the news that he was being taken to jail. His greatest anxiety was for his teenage daughter. Mary, who was blind, stumbled her way to her father’s repulsive jail cell every day to bring him food. He feared for her safety in a cruel and perverted world without her father to protect her. Yet he was faithful to his first love. The Lord.

Wow.

In “The Pilgrim’s Progress”, Bunyan describes the deep spiritual angst in the main character, Christian. A husband and father who longs to discover the truth of life. So he sets out to find salvation. His family thinks he’s nuts. His friends and neighbors join them to try to keep him from this journey…this revolt against normalcy and mediocrity. Yet, he starts his journey of faith.

So the man began to run. Seeing him, his wife and children cried after him to return. But the man put his fingers in his ears and ran on, crying, “Life! Life! I must have life!”

As Christian’s journey becomes increasingly dangerous and full of faith, his wife begins to have an awakening of her own.

Meanwhile, back in the City of Destruction, Christian’s wife was in torment. Losing her husband had cost her many a tear. She remembered his restless groans, his tears, his burden.

Finally, she said to her four boys, “Sons, I have sinned against your father. I would not go with him, and I have robbed you of everlasting life.”

That night she dreamed. And she cried out, “Lord, have mercy on me, a sinner.” Almost immediately two foul-looking creatures were beside her bed, saying, “What shall we do with this woman? If she continues this, we will lose her as surely as we lost her husband.”

Next morning she awoke in a great sweat.

The wife and mother begins her spiritual journey and sets out to discover Life.

I read this and I am reminded of the call of Christ. To forsake all others. When anything, even the most treasured things in our lives, are held up against Jesus…only He shines. Only He is beautiful. And I am reminded that it is easier to rot in mediocrity and apathy, than it is to aspire to faithfulness in following Jesus. Following Jesus isn’t an ambiguous road. It’s in every decision, in every way that we view the world and the way we view others.

Here’s a very difficult reality.

  • To serve the poor. Mediocrity says “you don’t have to do that”.
  • To pour your life into others. Mediocrity says “leave that to someone else”.
  • To love and serve the orphan. Mediocrity says “no need to act abruptly”…and then list a hundred reasons why you are not a suitable mother or father.
  • To invite others into your home to show gospel hospitality. Mediocrity says “remember, you need to be a good steward of your home. So don’t let anyone come in who might ruin your possessions”. (not realizing that this is not the definition of stewardship)
  • To love your spouse and wash their feet with your words and ways. Mediocrity says “let them make the first move, why should you have to?”
  • To forgive others. Mediocrity says “surely Jesus didn’t mean you had to forgive THEM!”
  • To leave comfort for something…umm, less-comfortable. Mediocrity says “ok, now you are just going overboard in your thinking. That’s simply not wise”.
  • To sell your possessions. Mediocrity says “well, not just don’t sell that…you could really use that”.

Mediocrity always has an easier way out. And then it leads you to boredom, emptiness, and eventually an embittered heart.

Reading the life of John Bunyan and his work(s) has brought an encouragement and blunt conviction…a reminder to obey the first commandment. “You shall have no other gods before me”.

Stay faithful to the true gospel, friends.

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What Makes a Missional Community? – Tim Keller’s Thoughts

August 31, 2009 jeffmangum Leave a comment

Tim Keller gives his thoughts on what makes a missional community…missional.

“What makes a small group ‘missional’? A ‘missional’ small group is not necessarily one which is doing some kind of specific ‘evangelism’ program (though that is to be recommended) Rather, 1) if its members love and talk positively about the city/neighborhood, 2) if they speak in language that is not filled with pious tribal or technical terms and phrases, nor disdainful and embattled language, 3) if in their Bible study they apply the gospel to the core concerns and stories of the people of the culture, 4) if they are obviously interested in and engaged with the literature and art and thought of the surrounding culture and can discuss it both appreciatively and yet critically, 5) if they exhibit deep concern for the poor and generosity with their money and purity and respect with regard to opposite sex, and show humility toward people of other races and cultures, 6) they do not bash other Christians and churches–then seekers and non-believing people from the city A) will be invited and B) will come and will stay as they explore spiritual issues. If these marks are not there it will only be able to include believers or traditional, “Christianized” people.”

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Why I’m A Part of Help End Local Poverty…

August 27, 2009 jeffmangum Leave a comment

The launch of Help End Local Poverty’s new website today spurred me to think about the history, the call, and the conviction that is in my heart in regard to H.E.L.P.

The more that I think about the gospel story and God’s monumental grace in my life, my heart starts to naturally want to give that same grace. This is simply a response to God’s grace. So, when I hear that 30,000 children…CHILDREN…die every day because of poverty…something in my heart screams “that cannot be”!

Below is a quote from Chris Marlow, the Founder/Director of Help End Local Poverty. He wrote this in a blog post on the subject of “Gospel Justice”.

I’ve been asked quite a bit lately on why I use the term “gospel justice.” Before we get started, let read out of Isaiah 1:16-17

Wash yourselves; make yourselves clean;
remove the evil of your deeds from before my eyes;
cease to do evil,
learn to do good;
seek justice,
correct oppression;
bring justice to the fatherless,
plead the widow’s cause.

Scripture tells us that we can learn to do good, seek justice and correct oppression. We (Christians) are all called to love and serve the poor. We don’t have to pray about it, we don’t have to be gifted and we don’t need to make excuses, after all, it does not take much to love someone!

Now, I do think there’s a difference in a Christian’s approach justice. When you seek gospel justice, you do that with the gospel in mind. The gospel is “good news” that fills people with hope and can transform their lives. The Good Samaritan is a perfect example of this. He stopped what he was doing, helped a complete stranger who belonged to a people group that he most likely despised, took time and his personal resources (money) to show this personal love and to give this person hope. The Good Samaritan learned to do good!

Gospel Justice is not driven by works, fear or pity. Gospel Justice does not want to form any sort of government initiative, Gospel Justice is simply God’s people who have been redeemed by the cross, and because of that redemption they choose to live a different life, they stop to help an enemy, they choose to live on less so they can give more, they are not selfish with their time, so they serve. They do this because they are loved by Jesus and that love is so powerful and pure that they desire to do good, seek justice and correct oppression! We are simply following in the footsteps of our Rabbi-Jesus!

This is why I love being so involved with H.E.L.P. It’s a vein of opportunity to express the gospel to the world…to usher in the kingdom of God.0

If you are interested in more information on Help End Local Poverty, please visit the website by clicking here.

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Saying YES to the Mission…means saying “no”

August 26, 2009 jeffmangum 2 comments

I’ve been thinking a lot lately on the subject of when, where, and how to invest my time the best in terms of making disciples and remaining faithful to the call that God has put on my life. It has become abundantly clear that in the process of discovering missional time management, someone (sometimes many more than that) will not be happy with you. I see this tension in Jesus’ ministry.

29 And immediately he left the synagogue and entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John. 30 Now Simon’s mother-in-law lay ill with a fever, and immediately they told him about her. 31And he came and took her by the hand and lifted her up, and the fever left her, and she began to serve them. 32 That evening at sundown they brought to him all who were sick or oppressed by demons. 33And the whole city was gathered together at the door. 34 And he healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons. And he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.

This part of Jesus’ ministry seems clear and, for him, normal. Jesus shows up…people need to be healed…and he heals them. Then we see something different.

35 And rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed. 36And Simon and those who were with him searched for him, 37and they found him and said to him, “Everyone is looking for you.” 38And he said to them, “Let us go on to the next towns, that I may preach there also, for that is why I came out.” 39 And he went throughout all Galilee, preaching in their synagogues and casting out demons.

So here’s the timeline. Jesus is eating with at Simon and Andrew’s house, with James and John. Simon’s mother-in-law was sick. Jesus heals her. Everyone hears of this. All the sick and lame show up and beg him to heal them. And he does…gladly. In fact, it says “the whole city” gathered at the door. Chaos. Beauty. Wow.

The next morning, Jesus leaves early to spend time with his Father. Everyone else was still asleep. Simon and the others wake up and look for him. And they say “everyone is looking for you”. Translation: more people need to be healed, and they are waiting for you. It’s Jesus’ response that is doing such a work in my own heart.

He says “no”.

We have to continue on the journey to Jerusalem. This is where I am called to go. This is where my ministry is taking me. This is where the GREATEST act of sacrifice will be on display.

So, Jesus says “no” to heal some in order to stay on the mission in which he was called.

This is hard for me. I want to help anyone who asks for it. I want to encourage, support, minister to, and lead everyone who asks for my time and my energy. But I cannot. Trying to do so will destroy me and ultimately take me off of the mission. I will be like a pinball going from one place, person, or situation to the next. Living in a constant “reactionary” way, as opposed to a missional direction.

How does this look for you? Is your life a series of putting out fires, jumping to every call, email, or request? Or, do you recognize God’s missional call on your life? What is your direction and who has He specifically called you to pour the largest portion of your time, energy, and focus?

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